it's dark here, i'm scared, i miss you, i want you to come back.
-- but, in the end, that selfless streak wins out, even against the sharp tang of fear against his tongue.
so he buries his head in his arms for a moment and tries to breathe down the panic long enough for his fingers to stop trembling, because... arakita's done so much for him already. it's unfair to ask him for anything else. if he wants a night to himself, then that's... really the least that suga could give him. ]
yeah, i'm safe! nothing to worry about.
i just wanted to make sure you were okay. i didn't realize how late it was...
sorry for waking you up! i'll let you get back to sleep.
[It is one of those rare times he's not home, having usually coincided his occupied nights with Suga's occupied nights, so that they're typically both home at the same time. When Suga goes to hang out with some of his other friends, Arakita finds something to do or hassles Toudou. Tonight was a bit spur of the moment, wasn't he -]
whre are you i thouht you were spendiig the nigh with miyuki and narmiya
[How to explain - well. Easy enough, maybe. Still, it does leave a bad feeling in his gut that it's three am and he's clearly feeling ... lonely. Maybe. It's so hard to tell through text, he can't rely on his nose with words like this.]
acquaintance caught me for drinks, hes messed up so im making sure he doesnt die by morning. hes upset about something but wouldnt talk about it, so i dunno getting drunk was apparently his other option. i can be home in a few hourss?
[He can't totally relax about the whole thing, but with his improvement in spelling, it's becoming more clear that Arakita is more awake than when they started. There's this almost troublesome sense of longing that makes him want to get up, but he doesn't - he'll trust those statements of I'm okay, at least until he can smell the difference in Suga's words.]
keep outta trouble, i want you in one piece when i get there, got it?
put a light on and take a tub before you go. maybe will help you doze again.
[But the reassurance does make him settle down for a few more hours of sleep, frowning despite himself; he's comfortable, he's warm, so why does it feel so weird to have someone so different snoring away on him?]
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on 2016-05-05 07:57 am (UTC)it's dark here, i'm scared, i miss you, i want you to come back.
-- but, in the end, that selfless streak wins out, even against the sharp tang of fear against his tongue.
so he buries his head in his arms for a moment and tries to breathe down the panic long enough for his fingers to stop trembling, because... arakita's done so much for him already. it's unfair to ask him for anything else. if he wants a night to himself, then that's... really the least that suga could give him. ]
yeah, i'm safe! nothing to worry about.
i just wanted to make sure you were okay. i didn't realize how late it was...
sorry for waking you up! i'll let you get back to sleep.
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on 2016-05-05 08:05 am (UTC)[It is one of those rare times he's not home, having usually coincided his occupied nights with Suga's occupied nights, so that they're typically both home at the same time. When Suga goes to hang out with some of his other friends, Arakita finds something to do or hassles Toudou. Tonight was a bit spur of the moment, wasn't he -]
whre are you i thouht you were spendiig the nigh with miyuki and narmiya
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on 2016-05-05 08:13 am (UTC)i'm okay! really.
i'm at your place!
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on 2016-05-05 08:18 am (UTC)[How to explain - well. Easy enough, maybe. Still, it does leave a bad feeling in his gut that it's three am and he's clearly feeling ... lonely. Maybe. It's so hard to tell through text, he can't rely on his nose with words like this.]
acquaintance caught me for drinks, hes messed up so im making sure he doesnt die by morning. hes upset about something but wouldnt talk about it, so i dunno getting drunk was apparently his other option. i can be home in a few hourss?
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on 2016-05-05 08:24 am (UTC)it sounds like it's more important for you to be there for your friend right now. take your time and stick with him if he needs the company.
i'll probably just head over to the REKT center for an early morning workout in a few hours, anyway!
[ because he's fine! totally fine! absolutely, 100%, without a doubt fine! ]
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on 2016-05-05 08:31 am (UTC)i can meet you there later, take a cab? i can send money for it, dont walk in the dark.
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on 2016-05-05 08:38 am (UTC)i think i can survive without a watchdog once in awhile.
[ like... now, for instance. maybe. ]
but i think i've got enough saved up for cab fare, if that'll make you feel better.
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on 2016-05-05 08:42 am (UTC)[He can't totally relax about the whole thing, but with his improvement in spelling, it's becoming more clear that Arakita is more awake than when they started. There's this almost troublesome sense of longing that makes him want to get up, but he doesn't - he'll trust those statements of I'm okay, at least until he can smell the difference in Suga's words.]
keep outta trouble, i want you in one piece when i get there, got it?
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on 2016-05-05 08:46 am (UTC)[ just... maybe not here.
he's not sure he can stand spending the next few hours trapped in a dark apartment by himself. ]
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on 2016-05-05 08:51 am (UTC)[But the reassurance does make him settle down for a few more hours of sleep, frowning despite himself; he's comfortable, he's warm, so why does it feel so weird to have someone so different snoring away on him?]
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on 2016-05-05 08:59 am (UTC)[ why does it feel so weird to type it out instead of saying it? ] sweet dreams.
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on 2016-05-05 09:02 am (UTC)