[If Suga could only hear the disgruntled, quietly distressed whine come out of him at thinking about it. He's too exhausted to go find Suga first and dance just out of his sight the entire time, just to know he's alright and safe. In the end, after a few longer minutes, he taps out a reply.]
[He struggles with himself for a few long minutes again, scrubbing at his face and tugging on his own hair and kicking some boxes in the street - he's been out city walking again, just trying to put all this pent up energy to use and ]
alright. see you at home.
[It feels like he caved, it feels like he's going to make it worse.]
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on 2016-05-12 04:04 pm (UTC)you can try to avoid me if you want, but that means i'm going to go out and look for you.
the streets aren't all that safe for mongrels right now, you know?
[ it's... a little manipulative, but. if he has to use that just to pin arakita down, he will.
he's not letting what happened with daichi repeat itself, not if he can help it. ]
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on 2016-05-12 04:07 pm (UTC)We can talk here you know. Stay where it's safe.
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on 2016-05-12 04:11 pm (UTC)no subject
on 2016-05-12 04:12 pm (UTC)[It forces Arakita to think before he types, to look at what he's saying. He can't fuck up like this.]
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on 2016-05-12 04:14 pm (UTC)please.
[ and if arakita doesn't want to see him after that?
... he won't ask for anything else. ]
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on 2016-05-12 04:19 pm (UTC)alright. see you at home.
[It feels like he caved, it feels like he's going to make it worse.]